let go of the hatred...

Unnie,

u wrote a post for me

now i'm writing you one

i don't know what's bothering you lately

but i'm pretty sure it's a guy

some relationship matters

you never told me before

i'm just guessing it from your blogs and fb status

i still remember what you told me

that if you crush on him and he don't crush you back,don't waste time

but how do you know whether or not he has a crush on you too?

ASK HIM!

i know it's bloody hard to do..we have no guts..

we think it's inappropriate for girls to confess to a guy

it should be the other way round

but like what you say,guys can be total idiots sometimes

so..it's up to you la

i dunno whether this has been the least helpful or not

but please do not keep the hatred for long

it won't do you any good

this must be a tough time for you

having to deal with emotions and spm as well

but right now,spm is the most important right??

so study hard!keep yourself occupied so you have no time for that bas!ard

and don't forget....you have a sis you can always talk or cry to =)

and also your besties...

unnie jjang!hwaiting!!

Love,
dongsaeng

so scared..but now it's over!=)

my practical exam!over!

=)

i was counting the hours from yesterday...

and the next minute i knew,i was out from the exam room dy

haha

think i did pretty badly though=(

the piano so one kind wan

i practise so much dy

but sigh,did it show in the exam?

well,i just leave the results to God

Amen.

trials next week T.T

haven't study finish yet

must go pulun pulun pulun!

good luck to everyone who's sitting for upsr,pmr n spm :D

HARI KOKO 2010

lol..

so fast la this year's hari koko

like not prepared for it

busy with exams and all

last year's hari koko was much.much later..

august like that kut..

despite all that,

it still turned out pretty well=)

hahaha

yesterday i was damn pissed coz sir said not enough papan,

cannot do breaking

i was like cursing !@#$%^&* bla bla bla and venting out my frustration to aleena

haiz

then at last we terpesong go talk about safwan,shi hao and some other guys la..

to release stress ma

then i finally let it go "never do breaking also don't care la,next year don't enter demo nia lo"

mana tau this morning sir came with extra papan

wah,must grab opportunity dy!

"sir,i nak buat breaking boleh?"

"boleh la,ada papan extra"

=DD

"yay,aleena,mawaddah,ze ying we can do breaking dy.."

now scared pulak whether can break the papan or not...

crap la,i elbowed the papan 3 times only patah

huhu..embarassing giler

biakpi arr,at least get to do breaking and the papan patah

i'm grateful enough

kesian crystal,her elbow all bruised

after demo we took pics with taekwondo team..

now i'm not so sure whether next year wanna enter demo or not..hehehe..see first la..

i go change shirt in bilik persalinan

come out eena,aleena and nurin terus hilang!

my phone,coupon n bag all with eena

omg,have to find them now..

walk one whole padang don't have also..

go pengawas place,saw nicholas ..

"wey,u have eena's hp number right?"

"ya"

"call her please"

"hello,eena where are you?"

"i jaga gerai pandu la.aleena at the toilet,go find her there"

"owh ok bb"

finally found aleena took my bag and chao

walk alone...ask nic,andrew they all teman..

walk walk walk

ei,jie!

u walk alone also arr?

then leave the guys and go with my unnie..haha

sorry guys..

we ate nasi lemak together-gether

camwhored a bit

then continue walking..

then unnie go gerai pengakap,got some matters to attend to

so i go jaga maths club gerai

sell lo..

promote maths club like crazy

but not many people buy the food =(

they bought drinks nia..

but okay la..

i was so absorbed in selling that i tugas lebih masa..hihihi

my voice also so hoarse dy

go buy ice kacang from music club..

yumyum,quite delicious..

eat while promoting maths club..

*see,i so dedicated and bersungguh-sungguh

xP

even sir fletcher bought food from my stall u know

pro leh..hehe

later go find eena and aleena they all at the koperasi

awhile nia

then i go find jie again

lepak with her and her friends awhile

hahaha,then we had this idea

we go dedicate something..

from : joyce 5sc2 & grace 3a2

to : fans of nichkhun (2pm) & jessica (snsd)

message: joyce ♥ nichkhun.grace ♥ jessica. Stay away ; muahahaha. Happy advanced teacher's day

crazy right..

kugan say i lesbo

stupid la he..

gagaga

...now i cannot remember what happen dy..

we keep walking ...then we ended up in one of the form 2 classes

see the drama audition,but i tak faham anything also..blur case

suddenly rain O.o

i go buy the pendrive case from chinese club..

crystal helped me choose wan..thx=)

after that me and jie go ronda at blok kj

wow,so damn quiet...

we gossip2..

i read a bit of sejarah

jie wrote her drama script..

rabiatul came..

so fast 3.30 dy

have to go back liao

T.T

bye bye ..

hari koko also end dy..

P/S : enjoyed the fiesta koko coz get to spend quality time with my sis..hahaha..also get to sell drinks and food for maths club..demo get to do breaking..wheee =))

POWER OF G.A.L.E

omgomgomg!!!she came again!!to school!!

who???

who else can i get so freaking excited about??

audrey la!!!

hahaha=)

cool..she made my day xDD

thank you to whoever who made the jadual waktu that we have 2 free periods today

huh,exactly what we needed...

no,i need x100 more times than that..

such a waste lar..should have ponteng class fater pi time coz encik jamil never come and sivik teacher also never come..

crap,if i knew that earlier i might have just ponteng with eena and aud

but i don't think i have the guts to do it bearing in mind all the stupid consequences if i got caught playing truant especially by SOME teachers..

i.e.

i)i'm a prefect
ii)i'm a prefect who's got to wear a blazer already..which means get tauliah dy..
iii)get blacklisted
iv)if people know then very siasui

...etc..

this might be her last time coming to sp...T.T

she maybe not going tuition with me dy....arghhhh

because of her mum lo..first so beria-ia wanna send her to msn ..

now suddenly say duwan...

end of last year,i had a hard time accepting the fact that my 8-year best sticky friend is leaving me...

when i convinced myself it'll be okay,we'll still keep in touch via facebook,msn,sms etc..

she gave me a shock,she said she's coming to sp for tuition

OMG!

so i went to sunday class even though sometimes have to stay back in school for society

just to see her..

not only that lar..it's also coz' the friday and tuesday class very packed like sardin..lolz

but the more main reason is to see her =P

and everytime she goes to tuition,i'm so happy..haha

i can't get enough of it

i'm very greedy

when she left school today,i was so afraid she won't be coming back to see me anymore..

i should have been grateful to at least see her more than eena

but u know,i'm really greedy..xP

then now she said she's most probably stop going tuition

shit

another time my brain will need to process that statement

which it hates to

T.T

don't leave me again....

so sad...

sob sob


P/S:aud ar,dun let ur mom see this post ah..or not i die lo...

muacks..merrong <3

A burden lifted..

april test is over!

hooray

and the best part about today was..

sir fandi said i passed my grading!!!=)))

=DDD

so happy..

i've been having sleepless nights lately worrying about my grading result

thank you God!

thank you examiner!

thank you sir!

anyways..gonna be so busy after this..

i so cannot believe that i'm the pengerusi of kem tahunan =="

happy but stressed out

haih

i hope all the urusetia can work well together

also with the facis and sir..

and make the camp a big and great one..

haha

keeping my fingers crossed.....

lucks to me in mssk =P

pray for me kay..

SACRIFICES OF...

initially,i had no intention to go online today

but i just had the urge to post this up

today,i had the chance to do a good thing =)

i helped pn. khoo to carry the books to bilik r&d

my heart always goes out for her when i see her carrying so many books by herself

i really 'beh tahan' what that over-drama girl did in class today

pn khoo asked her to shift her seat and she pulled a sour,long face

i think you know who is it lah right..

i'm not mentioning names here

so even if you don't know please take a guess xP

pn. khoo is one of a kind

she's a teacher very rare you can find these days

dedicated,diligent..

more than that

even when she's sick

she's still determined to teach her students

how many teachers do that?

and she gives extra classes now

but many students feel that it's a burden

(me too,sometimes @@)

they just take it for granted

and never pay attention in class

some don't do their work

but pn khoo is patient and tolerates them

reminding them time and again to do it

if it was me i wouldn't have given two hoots about them

she's already 58

but she never slows down her pace

i really look up to her

plus,she gives me that warm,familiar feeling

i feel comfortable and at ease with her

she's retiring end of this year

it'll be a great loss to the school and students alike

but she deserves a good rest

a better life than having to face naughty students in school...


p/s : do i seem to be a student who loves all her teachers?nah nah..i have teachers that i am not fond of,definitely..but let's skip that..don't wanna spoil this post..hehe..wanna leave a good image for readers :3

IGNORE & IGNORED

what's the bloody difference?

in case you don't know

ignore is YOU ignoring somebody else

ignored is SOMEBODY ignoring you

get it?

smart...

last tuesday,me,nick and eena ignored andrew during PI time..which means free period for nons..

why?

because he didn't want to reveal somebody's identity

so we decided to pull his leg

but that boy,he took it seriously!

and after we apologised(again & again)

we sang songs to make him happy

he ignored us on wednesday and thursday..

so sad huh?

=(

T.T

i'm wondering if our friendship is so fragile

so penetrable

andrew,give us the answer!

SORRY again and we won't bug you on that stupid lame matter anymore..

it doesn't mean as much as you mean to me

we're FRIENDS,for heaven's sake

forget about it will you..

please don't make pi time hell for me,nick and eena

p/s:it's our bad..you can punish us but do talk to us!