That Man I Know

No man is an island
But perhaps that man lived alone on the secluded island?
All by himself,stranded
Lost,dejected

It's another particular day
Where things seem to go wrong,whichever way
Lonelier than the already lonely
Thoughts of his own,why should anyone worry?

Drowning in the crowd
Misfitting and pushed out
It's worse than being alone
So he drifts into a world he calls his own

Waking up is a nightmare
Sometimes,he stops and stares
Wishing he's a part of the show
But no one sees him,no one knows

He's learnt to be quiet and still
But when silence is deafening he'd hum to himself,he definitely will
He's crazy,people might say
But to him it keeps insanity at bay

Hiding behind masks of insecurity
He knows,life is about uncertainty
He also knows,life is one big mess
And it comes with all that stress

Falling into that black bottomless pit
Isn't something new,not one bit
Slowly but surely he's adapting
Groping in the dark to keep on living

He only wants to mingle
Sick and tired of being single
He only wants a true friend
Who'll be there from the beginning to the end

Coming out of his shell he must try
Though his dream life is still a far cry
He's holding on to every morsel of hope
Praying hard that God'll give him the strength to cope

He believes one day he'll find meaning in life
Then he'll experience peace,not strife
He believes one day he'll paint his rainbow
One that'll illustrate his life and make it glow.

Only a Dream

The images that kept replaying seem
More than just a dream
Yet I could not tell if it was my unconscious creation
Or maybe,you do exist in this nation

By night and by day
Still on the bed I lay
Longing for that dream to play
Until it ended in a beautiful way

Here goes a little love story
That blossomed without worry
Their love was second to nothing
The girl and the boy in my dreams were supposed to have a happy ending

He was the knight in shining armour
While she was the damsel in distress
She couldn't be surer that he was her warrior
That has come to save her from all this mess

They lived together in a castle
Far away from the hustle and bustle
In the morning,they tend their farms
At night,they lie in each other's arms

Suddenly that sweet dream evolves into a horrible nightmare
When I wake up to find that you're not there
Trying to deny you're just my imagination
Nothing but a mere hallucination

Then one day you came
Calling for me,saying my name
Since then I couldn't tell dream and reality apart
All I could remember is your face was beautiful art

The concerned look in your eyes
They can really entice
Your gentle touch fills me to the brim
And brings me back to the sweetest dream

That moment and ever since
I'm convinced I've found my prince
But do you see in your dreams
The girl,who,when catches sight of you,beams?

Friends,anybody?

Can I ask you a question
It's something that I don't usually mention
But it's becoming too sore
I need to let go, I can't take this anymore

Do true friends really exist
For I can't find any in my midst
Those who care are far, far away
Those who don't are just a stone's throw away

Friends, so they say
Then why wouldn't they say okay
When I needed a little support
Instead, they left me alone to rot

Is it a crime to walk alone
People who don't know me see as sad
I don't care as long as I'm fine on my own
After months of doing it, it's not all that bad

I used to have a few close friends
I miss those days, those endless plans
From homework to fashion
And not to forget heart-to-heart conversation

Even after knowing each other for years
Are we to be merely peers
And nothing more?
What about mates whom I could roar with laughter and cry out to when my heart tore?

I'd always reminisce the memory
All the happy times are now history
In future, would they do the same
Or would they forget even my name

If there is something that I lack
Fat chance, I won't get the sack
Coz the world won't cut me some slack
They're laughing behind my back

I have lost faith in the human race
Maybe I just can't keep up with its pace
But I find it too fake
If I were to go along for appearance's sake.

I have a sense of foreboding that things are never going to stay the same again.
Or, maybe me.

The Sick Planet Earth

What have the world become today
That our hearts are covered with clouds of grey
What happened to joy and peace,always in pair
That used to fill the air?

Many are denied basic rights
For a shelter we see fights
Not even a roof over the head
Oh,my!What fate

Those who live in luxury
Have no idea about poverty
Wealth substitutes being healthy
Money replace being happy

But crime knows no difference
It only separates good from evil
Spare me the suspense,
I hope but to no avail

Mass murders,multiple killings
Gang rape,botched robbery
Cruel are human beings
To commit sin after sin too freely

Abuse of family and friends
Is where good tie ends
And leaves only a flood
Full of bad blood

People face death
Without breathing one last breath
Innocent ones plea
While sinful ones flee

I pray and pray
Asking for love and mercy
Only the Lord can hear what i say
For He is the great and almighty

Heart's Talk

When I first saw you,
I didn't know what to do,
To greet you hi,
Or to bid goodbye.

Then the attraction started,
Soon the seed was planted,
Growing deeper by the day,
Much more than I can say.

Only that moment lasted,
The rest slips away,
Once,or twice,I paused and pondered,
What our lives would be like today.

Our bond created,
My heart you painted,
Making me feel elated,
Till the day we both parted.

I waited and waited,
Until the colours faded,
And the leaves withered,
It seems like we were not fated.

1st day of form 4

zzz..woke up so early today..6 am.school day ma ==

went to school.i thought i was early,but so many prefects were at the prefect's place already.so

semangat lah they all.haha.i tugas datang lewat.so many students came late today.those who

came by bus we let them go.see,i'm so good ^^ no lah,pity them also.maybe starting next week i

won't give exceptions anymore.must be fair also right.this is why i hate being a prefect.i always

feel so "serba salah" when i have to be the bad guy. all the latecomers had to made a special

line,cannot masuk perhimpunan rasmi.mr F made them do it lah,not me.

after the assembly,the new form 4s had to go in bilik kuliah and hear some boring taklimats.

rehat at 10.40!??

OMGoodness,starving..... T.T

and....

jeng jeng jeng

teacher announcing classes now.oh no,so scared ><

praying hard....

4sn 3 nicholas tan

T.T

stomped my feet so hard,tears coming out dy.

Eena:Weh don't cry la!

Grace: Eeeenaaaa we better be in the same classss

Teacher : 4sn 2 lai wern ern lim eena

yahoo!

yippee yippee yai yai =)

fuh.Thank God.

altogether my class not bad.got quite a lot of friends.

ashvin,yuktes,vignes,hidayah,zue,wen jia,su ying,zi hong,mawaddah,ikhwan,fikri,shahfakrul etc

all in my class :D

at night tuition chemistry-pn gui

sat right under the air-con

so damn freaking COLD.

2 hours freezed up. ><

and i had not aud or eena to hug ='(

no one to share my coldness to.LOL

so that's my first day of form 4.

nites!